In Trance

Have you ever been in a state where you don’t know what day/date is it and seriously have no idea of knowing it ? Have you been where nothing matters and you are totally impervious to everything that happens around you ? It is as if you realize nothing matters and so you let go of everything ? That is a dangerous place yet a really happy place to go to ! I know it drives you crazy to be there at times and at others its really enjoyable. You pass out of the college, you are supposed to feel bad. But You are as if you never lived there. You are going to a job of your dreams, you are supposed to feel good. But You are as if it never mattered and then you start wondering if that is really a job of your dreams !Β  All you care about is the boost that you get in the morning – is it hot enough ? does it have enough sugar ? and even that, most of the times is perfect and you tend to not care about that !

May be too much of leisure does not do good on you ! But that again sucks ! You don’t want to be the workaholic everyone knows you to be ! Then you are clearly confused what to do next. You both love and hate what you do and what kind of person does that make you ! You love doing night-outs but don’t want to do them because that makes you not normal. How can you possibly both love and hate topcoder at the same time ? Or is love and hate the same thing ? Is that all it comes down to ? May be its tough to love and hate a thing; but maybe its not that tough to like and dislike the same thing ? And what is liking and what is loving ? Where do you draw the line ? and why should it be a line and not aΒ  curve ? And why the heck do you use so many smiley-s ?

You know you are in trance and you want to get out of it. You think/wish that it will change when you go places, but that is yet to be seen. I wish it changes for you, that you don’t get into this stupid trance once again and you laugh at this post that I even cared to write it for you!

Peace ! Vaazgha πŸ™‚

6 thoughts on “In Trance

  1. See da, what you are calling a trance, is actually because you have been brutally shaken and removed from your normal way of life (college and Octa). I reached home a little earlier than you, so I was feeling the effect of the trance a lot too.

    But then, the best way to go about it is to embrace it. Reconcile to the fact that for the foreseeable future this is your way of life. and trust me, it helps… πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  2. nice of ur better posts if not the best..that makes it two posts related to end of college, makes me wonder if it really is such a big deal or just over hyped.

  3. > How can you possibly both love and hate topcoder at the same time ?

    Why, pray, do you hate it? It can be the one thing you love to do, that you can do freely, ‘coz it’s technically not work!

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